someday

march 27 - 2007

if your parents call you by all your names, it usually means you’ve done something wrong - you’re in trouble. my mother did that a few years back. she called me my first middle and MAIDEN name - corinne ann laval. that was when she saw my belly button ring. i just laughed cuz “i’m like 40 years old mum. it’s not like i got a tatoo.” well, not yet. i’m not sure what she will call me when i do. I’m just hoping she doesn’t faint, or disown me, or write me out of her will - ‘cuz i really do want her prom dress she promised me. maybe i shouldn’t risk it - maybe i should just get the music clef where she can’t see it. it’s not like i want one in full view - on my arm, shoulder or neck. i can’t see myself in a yellow tule and tafetta ball gown with a tattoo visible. someday i hope to wear the dress. I wore her wedding dress when i was 17 in a school play. I’ve always wanted to wear her prom dress for ball room dancing - not that i know how or have taken a lesson, but it’s just one of those things i’ve always wanted to do. either that or get on dancing with the stars - seems to be the rave. hey - they have media idol along with canadian idol now, maybe they’ll have dancing with the media. maybe i better lose 30 lbs to fit into the dress. probably have a better chance of getting a tattoo than getting into the dress. who knows. maybe someday.